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Makin gak tega aja sama pacar gue. Dia muak sama gue. Ngerasa gak dihargain sama gue. Jadi dia gak betah disini.
Untung nanti gue pindah. Jadi...ya se-enggaknya dia bisa bernafas lega. Soalnya udah gak ada sampah lagi dihidupnya dia.
Bayangin aja kalo hidup lo selalu diganggu sama orang aneh yg selalu kepo sama urusan lo? Ya itu gue. Gue selalu mau tau apa yg dilakuin pacar gue dan sama siapa dan kemana dan kapan dan blablabla
Sampah kan? Itu bukan perhatian. Tapi itu lebay.
Makanya, gue sebagai pacar yg baik:D mau ngasih satu kebahagian ya walaupun kecil, tapi paling tidak bisa bikin pacar gue ngerasa bebas. Gak di kepoin lagi sama gue. Gituuu ehehe

Btw. Kenapa skrg kepala gue makin sering sakit ya? Setiap gue marah, selalu kepala gue sakit banget
Gue gak boleh ketergantungan sama obat. Obat itu cuma bikin hilang sesaat tp nanti muncul lagi
Terus gue harus gimana? Gak betah juga bentar bentar sakit bentar bentar sakit. Cape. Pengen hidup nyaman tenang gitu. Tapi belom bisa.
Semoga nanti, gue bisa ngerubah hidup gue. Hidup pacar gue juga. Gak sabar!:)

fine

Malem2 gini. Nangis sambil ngetik post lewat hape.
Okeee bukannya gue lemah atau apapun.
Tapi gue cukup banget sama semua ini.
Semua kebegoan gue
Semua kesampahan gue
Semua ketololan gue
Semua keegoisan gue
Semua kebangsatan gue
Semua kebrengsekan gue
Semua. Semua. Semua.
Gue mungkin orang tertolol di dunia. Udah nyia2in kesempatan yg udh dikasih buat gue kesekian kali
Kesempatan yg gue kira bisa gue dapetin
Tapi ternyata semuanya...
Gak ada gunanya lagi
Kesalahan gue yg bikin dia pergi
Dia ngejauh
Dia ngehindar
Dia mulai ngelupain gue
Pembelaan diri gue udah gak ada harganya lagi
Kali ini gue udah ngelakuin kesalahan yg fatal bgt
Gue jalan sama anak temen nyokap gue. Walaupun gue gak jalan berdua, iya gue jalan sama nyokap dan temennya.
Tapi tetep aja ini bikin dia kecewa
Dia sakit hati sama sikap gue
Gue emang gak pernah bisa ngerti jalan fikiran dia
Apa yg gue lakuin selalu salah dimata dia
Dia yg sebenernya tulus sayang sama gue mulai ngejauh karna sikap gue sendiri yg egois, bangsat, brengsek. Gue nyia2in org yg Tuhan kasih buat nemenin hidup gue yg sebentar ini
Gue gak bersyukur atas apa yg Tuhan kasih buat gue. Gue emg cewe tertolol di dunia.
Mungkin udah gak ada kata maaf buat gue lagi yg bakal diterima sama dia
Iya. Gue udah terlalu sering nyakitin dia. Gak mungkin gue sakitin terus2an.
Mungkin kalo dia mau jujur, dia muak sama gue. Dan berharap gue cepet pergi dari kehidupan dia.
Karna sumpah, gue emg orang paling gak berguna diseluruh muka bumi.
Gue egois. Gak pernah mikirin perasaan dia. Dia yg selalu ngertiin gue, harus rela disakitin. Rela ngorbanin perasaannya untuk tetep bertahan pacaran sama gue. Walau sebenernya gue tau. Dihati kecil dia, udah gak ada sayang buat gue lagi.

what?

.

who's win  now? haha

this is yellin' in ma head

Lagi berantem ya? Iya.
Salah lagi ya? Iya.
Lagi emosi gini denger Mad-nya Neyo bikin tenang
Berhubung gue nulis lewat hape, jadi liriknya aja yaa!




Mad by Neyo


Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no

its only for you:)

Buat kamu yg lagi marah. Semoga cepet reda ya emosinya:)

Siapa sih yg gak kesel dibohongin? Siapa sih yg gak kesel disakitin terus menerus?
Pasti kesel...pasti kecewa...
Mungkin ini yg lagi dirasain Akmal. Akmal udah terlalu sering gue bohongin. Gue sakitin
Tp dia tetep mau nerima gue apa adanya.
Dia masih jadi Akmal yg dulu
Yg suka marah-marah kalo gue ngeselin:p

Pernah gak kalian bayangin betapa kecewanya seseorang sama kita sampe orang itu pergi dari hidup kita?
Ini yg lg gue bayangin. Gue takut bgt Akmal pergi.
Pergi dan gak akan balik lagi
Gue ngerasa bego banget udah nyakitin dia berkali-kali.
Tp dia tetep diem. Tetep tenang
Gimana gue kalo jadi Akmal?
Gue pasti udah gak bisa nahan emosi lg.
Gue salah satu orang yg amat sangat beruntung bisa dijagain, disayang sama Akmal
Akmal baik
Perhatian
Setia
Apa adanya
Sempurna
mungkin banyak yg mau sama Akmal. Mungkin suatu hari nanti, kalo Akmal udah gak bisa nahan emosinya lagi, dia bakal pergi jauh, cari sosok yg lebih bisa ngertiin dia.
Makanya skrg gue berusaha bgt bikin Akmal seneng. Biar dia tau kalo gue tulus sayang sama dia:)

i call it miracle

capek...capek banget ngejalaninnya. setiap hari jadi semakin renggang. setiap hari berantem. setiap hari selau nangis. karna nangis, jadi setiap hari gue harus nahan rasa sakit yg luar biasa. bahkaan rasa sakit ini susah buat dijelasin pake akal sehat. sakit yg selalu muncul setiap gue nangis. tapi bukan cuma saat nangis. tp rasa sakit ini dateng kapan aja. tanpa kenal waktu. situasi. atau apapun.

banyak orang kayak gue, nyerah gitu aja sama keadaan. mereka nyerah sama keadaan dimana mereka harusnya bertahan. makanya banyak dari mereka ngejalanin hidup yg sia-sia.

mereka gak pernah berterima kasih sama tuhan. gue anggep ini anugrah. karna gak banyak dari orang kayak gue bisa bertahan. semua orang yg kenal baik sama gue selalu bilang kalo gue gak ada harapan lagi. tapi hidup gue bukan ada ditangan mereka. mereka semua gue anggep gak ada.

saat gue ngerasain sakit yg luar biasa, selalu ada sosok yg nguatin gue. selalu ngasih support. selalu ada buat gue. gue nulis post ini buat ngasih tau dunia, kalo sebenernya, kekuatan cinta itu ada. bukan dari siapa orang tersebut. tapi dari cara dia mandang gue sebagai perempuan biasa. perempuan yg apa adanya.

gue emang selalu nyakitin perasaan dia. gue selalu ngelakuin kesalahan yg sebenernya gue sadar kalo gue gak pantes ngelakuinnya. gue beruntung banget punya sosok penyemangat di dalam hidup gue yang cuma sebentar ini. sosok itu selalu ada dan nyata dalam hidup gue.

dia, sosok laki-laki yg sempurna dimata gue. sosok laki-laki yg bisa dan siap nerima gue apa adanya. dia selalu bikin gue ngerti apa arti hidup. dia selalu bikin gue yakin kalo gue bisa ngelewatin semua ini. dia selalu ngasih semangat sama rasa kasih sayangnya buat gue. dia gak pernah 'absen' dalam hal apapun yg gue jalanin di hidup gue. gak banyak sosok seperti dia. dia emang seorang dgn wibawa tinggi, keras, sentimental, tapi dibalik itu semua dia nyimpen kelembutan sama seperti malaikat.

dia selalu mau dan terus sabar ngadepin gue yg keras kepala, brengsek, hina, dan gak guna dimata dia. gue gak tau gimana cara dia terus mau kayak gini ke gue. dia selalu mau maafin gue walaupun kesalahan gue fatal. fatal bgt. gue berterima kasih banget sama tuhan. udah nyiptain sosok kayak dia.

dear, my beloved byyy.

thanks for being there whenever i need you

thanks for being a good partner

a good boyfriend

a good brother for me

kamu selalu nyadarin aku kalo apa yg aku lakuin itu salah

kamu selalu mau maafin semua hal udah aku lakuin

walaupun itu bikin kamu marah

tapi kamu selalu mau maafin aku

i believe

you can find other girl in this world

which is better than me

but note it!

i love you with all of my heart

i love you with all of my life

i just don't know how to tell you

i love you so much

please dont ever leave me alone

i just can't life without  you

                                                               love, your silly girl

kosong

aku terpaku menatap ruang sepi
tanpa celah dan cahaya
yang ada hanya harapan sesaat tentang masa lalu
aku mengenangmu yang ternyata membuatku luluh
dirimu yang dahulu membuatku merasa sempurna
dirimu yang dahulu membuatku merasa istimewa
sekarang hanya sisa angan ringan yang melayang diseisi ruang
tatapan masa lalu membuatku buta
membuatku kehilangan arah sehingga aku terdiam terpaku
aku yang selalu bisa mengendalikan diri
sekarang tidak dapat berkutik bahkan aku beku
masih teringat jelas indah senyummu dimataku
begitu indah bagai sebuah harapan masa depan
begitu hangat bagai api yang menyala di tengah musim dingin
namun semua itu telah pergi
pergi jauh meninggalkanku bersama semua harapan
pergi jauh untuk mencari sosok lain
yang tentu seperti yang engkau harapkan
ketahuilah kasih, kau begitu berarti untukku
karna kau yang telah membuatku merasa hidup kembali

nothing

........................................

kembali

jangan pernah meminta aku kembali hadir lagi untukmu suatu saat nanti

semua rasa yang sedari dulu hadir

tiba-tiba lenyap tertiup angin yang berhembus melalui jendela yang terbuka

saat rasa itu lenyap

bayangan dirimu seolah datang menghampiriku

dan berkata 'aku merindukanmu'

semua kata dusta yang engkau ucapkan melalui angin hampa itu....

membuatku terbangun dan tersadar

bahwa kau ingin kembali merusak hariku dengan semua perilaku nistamu

dengan semua ucapan busukmu

dengan semua harapan palsumu

ingatlah suatu hari nanti

aku yang akan tertawa diatas penderitaanmu

The 'Woman' Who Cant Be Moved :')

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this boys can you tell him where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not… broke I’m just a broken hearted woman,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’ve been in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the girl
Whos waiting on a boy…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

Maybe I’ll get famous as woman who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the woman who can’t be moved
I’m the woman who can’t be moved…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.

it's...i dunno...

cuma mau share aja. udah lama sebenernya  tp baru liat barusan hehe
dulu pernah punya pacar, namanya Joshua. perhatian, baik, romantis banget, tapi...suka flirting.
pacaran cukup lama. tapi satu hal...belum pernah ketemu sama sekali...
he know how to treat me right. nyamannn banget sama Jojo.
sampe akhirnya, udah sama-sama bengal. gak cocok lagi. gue ngmg A, Jojo ngmg B. kita ribut. dia mutusin gue. okeee. dia minta balikkan. yaudah. dia janji gamau sosoan sibuk lagi and blablabla...
ini bukti message dia ke gue</333

keliatan kan? duh gitu deh pokoknya. sosweet ya. he's a real man. i love him until....i dunno...
yang lalu biarin aja berlalu. semuanya itu cuma masa lalu. bukan buat di inget22 lagi.
now Jo, if you read this post. i just want you to know, i love you yesterday.

seriously Jo..........
i miss you......

love,
Me

Berbeda

jangan lagi kau buat dirimu tersiksa

karna mencintai aku

jangan lagi kau buang waktu

untuk coba merubah hatiku

yang aku tahu dulu kau bilang cinta padaku

yang aku mau bersamamu ku ingin selalu

jangan buat diriku terpaksa 

untuk lebih menyakitimu

maafkan ku tak bisa membawa 

cinta kita ke akhir bahagia

yang ku tak mau mendengar kau tak mencintaiku

yang aku mau bersamamu ku ingin selalu

semua cara tlah kita coba

tetap bersama membuat kita tersiksa

mungkin memang tak ada yang salah

tapi kita berbeda dalam melihat cinta

it’s alright (it’s alright)

it’s alright (it’s alright)

it’s alright (it’s alright)

rasa ini takkan berdusta

semua ini mungkin berubah

kali ini memang tak akan terjadi

tak ada yang pasti

meskipun terjadi

tiada yang sempurna

he's mine. he's everything.

kapan ya awalnya. gaktau deh lupa.
tepatnya di 711 tebet. janjian sama temen bimbel pas SD. Kintan.
jalan dari rumah sama abang, jemput ka anti dulu terus jemput ka aas. jadilah ke tebet ber4.
di jalan ketar ketir, Kintan di sms gakdibales. monyong, gue kira dia udah pulang.
sampe tebet. grab slurpee so fast. haus. perjalanan jauh. gakdeng.
diem di 711 sekitar sejam-an deh. trs lg ngobrol22, dateng Kintan. bawa gerombolan. dikenalin, waktu itu yg gue tau cuma Tomo,Akmal,Satria. sisanya lupa hehehehehe
ngeliatin mereka main kartu di dalem 711 cukup membuat gue bilang "ih apaansih" haha ._.v
udah gitu mereka pindah keluar. deket gue dan abang22 gue.
merhatiin akmal. lucu juga. tapi waktu itu gue msh jd pacarnya dimas hehe.
mereka pulang. gue stay sampe bosen. akhirnya pulang.
sms si kintan. nanya akmal. udah punya cewe. oke diem.
terus kintan bilang ada yg mau kenal sm gue. gue nanya siapa. dia jawab tomo. oke tomo sms gue. gue bales. makin lama, makin asik. diterusin smsan. sampe akhirnya hapenya dia disita atau apalah. lost contact.
sempet bales22an mention sama kintan tp pake acc-nya akmal. belum sadar.
kintan sms ada yg mau kenal lg. yaudah.
akmal sms. gue bales. dia nanya manggilnya "gue lo" atau "aku kamu" pertama dia bilang "gue lo" tp karna akmal labil, pk "aku kamu" deh.
smsan. lama. gue nyaman. dia ngidam mau otp-an. hajar deh otp-an buat PERTAMA kali.
berapa lamaya lupa. saling melontar kata22. nyaman banget. "he's the right boy" oke.
14 februari. sebenernya biasa aja. bertabur coklat dan bunga. tapi gue engga. pemikiran gue "jomblo". sedih.
tapi malemnya. beda. akmal nelfon gue "wid, sebenernya aku nyaman sama kamu, kamu mau gak jd pacar aku?"
diem. bingung banget. akhirnya "iya iyaaa"
gak lama, he's shared it on twitter "in a relationship w/ @widyputri"
banyak yg ngeRetweet. oke. sadar. he's mine now.
pertama-tama, biasa aja. sumpah. kyk masih temenan.
first date ke MM, niat mau nonton. ngebohongin mama, bilangnya mau reunian. mau ketemu dimas. nyokap percaya. saking pgn ketemunya. ngerjain soal IPA di GO cuma setengah jam. amazing. tapi itu dikasih tau matias haha
jalan ke MM sendirian. kyk org bego. ketemu dia. seneng. grogi. deg-deg-an. gakdeng:P
mau nonton tapi mama ngancem gakboleh pulang lebih dari jam 5. gakjadi nonton. nge.j-cool. disitu kintan bilang "makan asep" iyaaa gue tau kl akmal ngeroko. oke gapapa. hak dia. skip~
makin hari makin ngerasa lah ya kalo dia perhatian banget. makin sayang ceritanya nih.
sampe udah mau sebulan, gue mau ketemu. jadilah 3 hari sebelum Annive ketemu di PH Kemang. tapi gara22 satu 'kejadian' gue agak males ceritainnya.
pas Annive. dia ngucapin jam brp ya lupa. smsnya pun kehapus dengan secara gak sengaja. sedih.
sekarang udah 38hari gue pcrn sm Akmal. makin sayang. gak mau jauh. selalu bikin kangen.
suaranya...ketawanya...genggaman tangannya...semuanya...

now, i realized what i had. i'm yours and you're mine. you're my everything but i'm maybe not your everything
i promise. i'll never let you go. now, i can't tell u how much i love u. but someday, u'll know it.
really mal, i love you so much :)


love,
me:-)

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me with Vina

me!!!!! :)

Adilla, Anggun, Me

hehehe:>

Adilla, Adegita, Me, Anggun

Me, Anggun, Adilla

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100 Facts Girls Should Know.

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer presentable and neat girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guys says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something”
6. Or “Have you eaten already” Are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
7. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
8. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
9. Guys go gaga over a girl’s smile.
10. Guys will do any papansin thing to get the girl’s attention.
11. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
12. When guys want to meet your parents…let them.
13. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is – drinking. 
14. Guys cry!!
15. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up… believe me… he will.
16. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
17. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept defeat.
18. When you touch a guys heart, there’s no turning back.
19. Giving a guy a hanging message like, “you know what… uhh… nevermind!” Would make him jump to conclusions that are far from what you are thinking.
20. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
21. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
22. When a guy makes a prolonged ‘um…’ or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
23. When a girl says ‘no’, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
24. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message.
25. Guys hate gays!
26. Guys love their moms.
27. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
28. A guy often thinks about a girl who likes him, but this doesn’t actually mean that the guy likes her.
29. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
30. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime… he does.
31. BEWARE! Guys can make gossip scatter through half the face of the Earth gaster then girls can.
32. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
33. Guys are very open about themselves.
34. It’s good to test a guy first before you believer him but don’t let him wait that long.
35. Bo guy is bad when he is courting.
36. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty even a small dot.
37. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
38. Your bestfriend, whom your boyfriend seek help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
39. If a guy tells about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
40. A usual act thatproves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
41. A guy find ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
42. Guys love girls with brains than girls in mini-skirts.
43. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl really wants but he would unluckily end up with the wrong one.
44. Guys virtually brag about anything.
45. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
46. Guys think too much.
47. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
48. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does.
49. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship that they become too possessive… so watch out girls!
50. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
51. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially if they have been together for three years or more.
52. A guy have to experience rejection because if he’s too good—never been busted, never been in love and hurt—he wont mature and grow up
53. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
54. When an unpleasant circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
55. Guys have strong passion to change but have wake will power.
56. Guys are tiger in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
57. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
58. When a guy says he’s going crazy about the girl… he really is.
59. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying “please come and listen to me”.
60. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
61. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
62. If a guy started to talk seriously, listen him.
63. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
64. Guys believe that there is no such thing as love at first sight, but they court the girls anyway.
65. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
66. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
67. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
68. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
69. Guys love girls who can cook.
70. Guys like girls who are like their moms… no kidding!
71. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
72. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to you advantage.
73. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejections.
74. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudices and you’ll be surprised.
75. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
76. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
77. Guys don’t comprehend the expression “get lost!” Too well.
78. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them all the more.
79. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
80. Guys don’t care about on how shiny their shoes unlike girls.
81. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
82. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
83. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
84. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
85. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
86. When a guy is conscious of his look, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
87. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed on you or he’s criticizing you.
88. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him but when you catch him cheatingagain and he asks for another chance, ignore him 
89. If you have a boyfriend and your bestfriend is a boy, always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is that your bestfriend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
91. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
92. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain… when he cries in front of you.
93. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him why.
94. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even for just one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
95. You can truly say that a guy has a good intention if you see him praying sometimes.
96. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
97. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things… not their hair!
98. If someone says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
99. Guys hate girls who over-react.
100. Guys love you more then you love them if they are serious in your relationship.
101. REMINDER: Test a guy first if he’s really the one. Some are just pretending to be one.

If he really loves you,

• He’ll be jealous if you’re with other guys
• He’ll always remember the memories you shared
• He’ll cry over you
• He’ll admit his mistakes
• He’ll not replace you with other girls no matter what

so here they are

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love,


widy :>

Move On :''''D

How do I end up in the same old place

Faced again with the same mistakes

So stubborn, thinking I know what is right

But life proves me wrong every time

Taking roads that lead me no where,

How do I expect to get there

But when will I learn to just put you first

I come to you now when I need you

But why do I wait to come see you

I always try to do this on my own

But I was wrong, cause only with you

Can I move on (can I move on)

When I am weak, it's you that makes me strong

And I know that you've been with me all along

So many times I forget to close my eyes

And listen to my heart

With you, life is so easy

Why do I make it hard

Oh, taking roads that lead me no where,

How do I expect to get there

When will I learn to just put you first

I, I come to you now when I need you

But why do I wait to come see you

I always try to do this on my own

But I was wrong, cause only with you

Can I move on

I'll get out of my own way,

Let you have your way

Cause I realized I'm no good on my own

I'm there for you, I'll serve for you

I can't live without you

I come to you now when I need you

Why do I wait to come see you

I always try to do this on my own

But I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong,

With only you, only you, with only you

Can I move on, can I move on, can I move on

Lebih Indah

saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu

waktupun enggan untuk berlalu

ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku entah untuk siapapun itu

semakin ku lihat masa lalu

semakin hati ku tak menentu

tetapi satu sinar terangi jiwaku

saat ku melihat senyummu

dan kau hadir merubah segalanya menjadi lebih indah

kau bawa cintaku setinggi angkasa

membuatku merasa sempurna

dan membuatku utuh tuk menjalani hidup

berdua denganmu selama-lamanya

engkaulah yang terbaik untukku

kini ku ingin hentikan waktu

bila kau berada di dekatku

bunga cinta bermekaran dalam jiwaku

kan ku petik satu untukmu

dan kau hadir merubah segalanya menjadi lebih indah

kau bawa cintaku setinggi angkasa

membuatku merasa sempurna

dan membuatku utuh tuk menjalani hidup

berdua denganmu selama-lamanya

engkaulah yang terbaik untukku

ku percaya kan seluruh hatiku padamu

kasihku satu janjiku

kaulah yang terakhir bagiku

dan kau hadir merubah segalanya menjadi lebih indah

kau bawa cintaku setinggi angkasa

membuatku merasa sempurna

dan membuatku utuh tuk menjalani hidup

berdua denganmu selama-lamanya

engkaulah yang terbaik untukku

love,

widy

gak dateng 2 kali loh☺ ☹☺

hai! mau bagi pengalaman lagi nih haha curhat sih sebenernyaaa. dimana-mana orang tau ya sama kata kesempatan itu gak dateng dua kali . ya bener aja, gue pernah ngerasain itu, gue ngerasain itu sekali...dan kejadian itu gak bisa gue lupain sampe sekarang. karna lo, tetep jadi bosbesar-ku☺
gue sama cowo ini oke sebut aja Fahri ya, sudah cukup akrab dikarenakan kita sama-sama suka olahraga, iyaa kita ketemu di Gelora Bung Karno, kita gak ada yg inget kapan kita ketemu, yg jelas kita ketemu waktu kita lagi sama-sama jogging
gue lari beberapa keliling, gue ngerasa di ikutin, akhirnya gue berhenti, dan ada yg berhenti juga haha yaudah kita kenalan dan saling tukeran nomer handphone.
kita smsan, walau gak selalu dia yg mulai, kadang-kadang gue yg mulai nyapa dia duluan.
kita semakin akrab, kita punya panggilan untuk masing-masing, karna dia lebih tua, gue manggil dia bosbesar sebaliknya, dia panggil gue boskecil . kejadian itu berlangsung sampe 2bulan lebih, sampe akhirnya muncul perasaan yg harusnya gue tau, itu gak baik buat gue. ya, gue suka bahkan sayang sama Fahri.
hukum alam, ternyata kak Ihsan kenal sama Fahri, yess mereka pernah ketemu dan ngobrol beberapa kali, setelah di ceritain kak Ihsan, gue semakin tertarik sama Fahri. gue gak berani ngomong, gue diem-diem aja. semakin gue pendem, semakin besar rasa gue ke Fahri.
sampe suatu saat gue dan Fahri janjian CFD bareng, disana kita ketawa-ketawa bareng, ada kak Ihsan sama Amel juga({}) gue seneng, seneng banget.
sampe suatu saat, kak Ihsan bilang he has a new girlfriend oke mulai dari situ gue mikir, gue gak seharusnya sayang sama orang yang cuma ngasih harapan kosong ke gue. dari situ, kita gak smsan, 2minggu, 3minggu sampe sebulan.
sampe akhirnya dia putus, dan gue punya pacar...aneh...kejadian itu ngulang, gue putus, dia punya pacar...
dan finally kita berdua single, kita mulai komunikasi lagi, kita ketemu lagi.
kita janjian ketemu di GBK, gue jogging sama bokap, gue liat dia, dia lg sama temennya naik fixie. semakin lama pandangan gue semakin jauh, sampe akhirnya dia hilang...
gue misah dari bokap, gue sms kak Ihsan, dan gue ketemuan sama kak Ihsan. dan hukum alam lagi, Fahri ke tempat dimana gue sama kak Ihsan ketemuan, tapi dia tetep sama temen-temennya.
gue mandang dia, dia buang muka. dia mandang gue, gue buang muka. sampe akhirnya gue sama dia sama-sama mandang satu sama lain..dramatis...tp bikin nangis..
kak Ihsan bilang ngomong sekarang kalo kamu sayang sama dia, jangan buang-buang waktu, kesempatan kayak gini gak dateng dua kali. setelah kak Ihsan ngomong kyk gitu, gue msh gak berani buat bilang ke Fahri.
setelah kejadian itu, gue sama Fahri lostcontact lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gak lama sih, sekitar 2 minggu, kak Ihsan sms kalo si Fahri punya pacar, rasa nyesel itu lgsg ada, gaktau darimana, nyesel kenapa dulu gue gak bilang kalo gue sayang sama dia, nyesel kenapa bukan gue yg jadi pacar dia, penyesalan yg dateng belakangan
ternyata cewe beruntung itu namanya Feli, cantik tinggi..beda sama gue...
sebelumnya, kalo mau ketemuan gue selalu berdoa semoga dia mau sama gue, semoga dia jadi pacar gue karna capek berharap dan harapan gue itu ternyata sia-sia, semakin lama gue ngerti, gak selalu yg gue mau, yg gue harapkan itu seutuhnya jadi milik gue.
gue coba untuk berdoa lebih realistis semoga lo dan dia selamanya, semoga dia adalah bahagia lo, gue bakal coba bahagia kalo liat lo bahagia sama dia, walaupun sebenernya itu sakit☹


for you my BigBoss ☹

love,

widy☺

face to face

halooo udah lama gak ngepost sorry ya jarang dibolehin online nih hehe sekarang bukan lg mau nerusin cerita NKIN, tp sekarang mau bagi pengalaman aja
face to face ? pasti pada tau dong ya apa itu, ya ngomong 4mata, atau tatap muka, yg namanya ngomong tatap muka itu ya berhadapan dan saling berbicara, entah itu rahasia, atau apalah yg penting bertatap muka
sama halnya ketika kita ingin membicarakan seseorang yg tidak kita sukai, seperti musuh .. ya musuh emang bisa salah satu penyebab kenapa orang jarang lg ngomong face to face, mulai dari mereka takut di labrak, takut ngadu dan sebagainya, gue lg ngalamin ini, di omongin orang di belakang kita.
awalnya, gue sama orang itu kita sebut aja Putri, emang punya masalah yg menurut gue itu sepele banget, bahkan bisa disebut bukan masalah yaa tp karna Putri itu semakin jadi, yaudah gue ladenin deh. sebenernya capek, tapi mau gimana lagi? gue diemin dia ngelunjak. pertama masalah gue sama dia sih biasa-biasa aja sampe td ada yg ngomong ke gue

wid nama lo ada tembok kamar mandi


abis denger itu gue sama tmn gue lgsg cari di kamar mandi, dan bener aja, disitu ada tulisan nama gue dan yg paling bikin gue kesel, Putri bawa-bawa nama kelas! kalo ada masalah sama gue ya di omongin baik-baik aja, gak usah pake bawa-bawa kelas. semakin hari gue semakin kesel sama orang ini, dia lebay, lebay banget! tapi yaudahdeh biarin aja, Anjing Menggonggong, Khafila Berlalu..

saran aja ya, daripada lo ngomongin orang di belakang, mending ngomong langsung sama orang bersangkutan deh, banyak sih alesan kenapa gue ngomong kyk gini.
1. belum tentu orang yg lo omongin itu nanggepin lo
2. lo jd kyk kecanduan buat ngelakuin lagi dan lagi
3. nambah-nambahin dosa
4. bikin masalah baru, dan banyak lagi deh

jadi menurut gue, kalo ada masalah apapun dan sama siapapun, mending langsung ngomong di depan orangnya, gak usah sampe ngata-ngatain dengan cara gak bener kayak gitu, malu-malu-in diri lo juga lah kalo ketauan, lo bakal malu karna lo ketauan udah ngejelek-jelekin orang walaupun orang itu gak kyk apa yg lo omongin ke orang lain

See Your Self Before You Judge Someone


love,


widy

never knew i needed 3

gak kerasa ya hubungan Alsa sama Dafi udah hampir 4bulan, sejauh ini sih hubungan mereka baik-baik aja.mereka jarang banget berantem, paling kalo berantem cuma karna salah paham.
tapi makin lama, Alsa makin risih sama semua kekangan Dafi, Alsa gak dibolehin main sama temen-temennya, Alsa gak boleh ini gak boleh itu.Alsa kesel, Alsa marah, sampe akhirnya Alsa mutusin hubungan dia sama Dafi lewat telfon

"Dafi kita putus ya" "loh kenapa Sa?!" "aku udah gakbisa pacaran lagi sama kamu maaf" "loh tapi Sa..."
telfonnya diputus sama Alsa..Alsa nangis semaleman, Alsa gak cerita ke temen-temennya kalo dia putus sama Dafi...

Besoknya disekolah, Alsa jalan sambil nunduk buat nutupin matanya yang bengkak gara-gara nangis semalem.
"Sa kenapa?" tanya Fedi yang tiba-tiba jalan di sebelah Alsa, "oh gapapa kok, lg sakit mata" "hmm beneran?" "iyalah hahaha"...

sampe kelas Alsa langsung duduk..gak ngomong apapun sama temen-temennya...sepanjang hari di sekolah Alsa cuma bisa diem....
pas pulang juga Alsa langsung pulang gak nyapa temen-temennya..
Alsa ngerasa nyesel, nyesel karna udah mutusin Dafi.tapi kalo dia gak putus, Alsa bakal ngerasa kekekang sama Dafi.
semakin lama Alsa makin ngerti, kalo dia harus move on, gak bisa stuck di Dafi.Alsa nyoba cari kesibukan baru, dia ikut club fotografi, kebetulan emang Alsa hobi banget foto-foto dan kebetulan belum lama, Ayah beliin Alsa kamera.
Alsa jadi makin semangat ikut club foto dan sedikit demi sedikit bisa ngelupain Dafi.
sedikit demi sedikit Alsa nyoba dan ternyata dia bener-bener udah 100% bisa ngelupain Dafi
Alsa ngerasa dia udah bebas, bebas dari masa lalu yg indah sama Dafi, masa lalu yg menurut dia emang harus di lupain karna dia gak mau stuck di Dafi.

Alsa udah usaha buat ngelupain Dafi sendirian, gak pake bantuan siapapun termasuk Fedi.cowo yg harusnya bisa bantuin Alsa buat ngelupain Dafi.tapi semenjak Alsa pacaran sama Dafi, Alsa sama Fedi kayak ngejauh, mereka saling cuek satu sama lain, di sekolah jarang banget tegur-teguran.di BBM pun mereka jarang saling nyapa.satu sisi Alsa kangen sama Fedi, tapi gak mungkin kan Alsa yg bilang duluan.Fedi pun gitu ke Alsa, Fedi kangen Alsa yg dulu dia kenal sebelum jadian sama Dafi.
Fedi sebenernya masih nyimpen perasaan sama Alsa, tapi Alsa masih baru putus sama Dafi, Fedi nahan kemauan dia buat ngungkapin perasaannya ke Alsa.
setiap hari Fedi berdoa "semoga Alsa juga suka sama gue"..karna belum ada respon yg jelas terlihat dari Alsa, Fedi-pun berdoa lebih realistis "semoga Alsa bahagia dan bisa tersenyum dengan siapapun yg jadi pendampingnya nanti"

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