nothing

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kembali

jangan pernah meminta aku kembali hadir lagi untukmu suatu saat nanti

semua rasa yang sedari dulu hadir

tiba-tiba lenyap tertiup angin yang berhembus melalui jendela yang terbuka

saat rasa itu lenyap

bayangan dirimu seolah datang menghampiriku

dan berkata 'aku merindukanmu'

semua kata dusta yang engkau ucapkan melalui angin hampa itu....

membuatku terbangun dan tersadar

bahwa kau ingin kembali merusak hariku dengan semua perilaku nistamu

dengan semua ucapan busukmu

dengan semua harapan palsumu

ingatlah suatu hari nanti

aku yang akan tertawa diatas penderitaanmu

The 'Woman' Who Cant Be Moved :')

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this boys can you tell him where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not… broke I’m just a broken hearted woman,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’ve been in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the girl
Whos waiting on a boy…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

Maybe I’ll get famous as woman who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the woman who can’t be moved
I’m the woman who can’t be moved…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.

it's...i dunno...

cuma mau share aja. udah lama sebenernya  tp baru liat barusan hehe
dulu pernah punya pacar, namanya Joshua. perhatian, baik, romantis banget, tapi...suka flirting.
pacaran cukup lama. tapi satu hal...belum pernah ketemu sama sekali...
he know how to treat me right. nyamannn banget sama Jojo.
sampe akhirnya, udah sama-sama bengal. gak cocok lagi. gue ngmg A, Jojo ngmg B. kita ribut. dia mutusin gue. okeee. dia minta balikkan. yaudah. dia janji gamau sosoan sibuk lagi and blablabla...
ini bukti message dia ke gue</333

keliatan kan? duh gitu deh pokoknya. sosweet ya. he's a real man. i love him until....i dunno...
yang lalu biarin aja berlalu. semuanya itu cuma masa lalu. bukan buat di inget22 lagi.
now Jo, if you read this post. i just want you to know, i love you yesterday.

seriously Jo..........
i miss you......

love,
Me

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yang ku tak mau mendengar kau tak mencintaiku

yang aku mau bersamamu ku ingin selalu

semua cara tlah kita coba

tetap bersama membuat kita tersiksa

mungkin memang tak ada yang salah

tapi kita berbeda dalam melihat cinta

it’s alright (it’s alright)

it’s alright (it’s alright)

it’s alright (it’s alright)

rasa ini takkan berdusta

semua ini mungkin berubah

kali ini memang tak akan terjadi

tak ada yang pasti

meskipun terjadi

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