this is yellin' in ma head

Lagi berantem ya? Iya.
Salah lagi ya? Iya.
Lagi emosi gini denger Mad-nya Neyo bikin tenang
Berhubung gue nulis lewat hape, jadi liriknya aja yaa!




Mad by Neyo


Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no

its only for you:)

Buat kamu yg lagi marah. Semoga cepet reda ya emosinya:)

Siapa sih yg gak kesel dibohongin? Siapa sih yg gak kesel disakitin terus menerus?
Pasti kesel...pasti kecewa...
Mungkin ini yg lagi dirasain Akmal. Akmal udah terlalu sering gue bohongin. Gue sakitin
Tp dia tetep mau nerima gue apa adanya.
Dia masih jadi Akmal yg dulu
Yg suka marah-marah kalo gue ngeselin:p

Pernah gak kalian bayangin betapa kecewanya seseorang sama kita sampe orang itu pergi dari hidup kita?
Ini yg lg gue bayangin. Gue takut bgt Akmal pergi.
Pergi dan gak akan balik lagi
Gue ngerasa bego banget udah nyakitin dia berkali-kali.
Tp dia tetep diem. Tetep tenang
Gimana gue kalo jadi Akmal?
Gue pasti udah gak bisa nahan emosi lg.
Gue salah satu orang yg amat sangat beruntung bisa dijagain, disayang sama Akmal
Akmal baik
Perhatian
Setia
Apa adanya
Sempurna
mungkin banyak yg mau sama Akmal. Mungkin suatu hari nanti, kalo Akmal udah gak bisa nahan emosinya lagi, dia bakal pergi jauh, cari sosok yg lebih bisa ngertiin dia.
Makanya skrg gue berusaha bgt bikin Akmal seneng. Biar dia tau kalo gue tulus sayang sama dia:)

i call it miracle

capek...capek banget ngejalaninnya. setiap hari jadi semakin renggang. setiap hari berantem. setiap hari selau nangis. karna nangis, jadi setiap hari gue harus nahan rasa sakit yg luar biasa. bahkaan rasa sakit ini susah buat dijelasin pake akal sehat. sakit yg selalu muncul setiap gue nangis. tapi bukan cuma saat nangis. tp rasa sakit ini dateng kapan aja. tanpa kenal waktu. situasi. atau apapun.

banyak orang kayak gue, nyerah gitu aja sama keadaan. mereka nyerah sama keadaan dimana mereka harusnya bertahan. makanya banyak dari mereka ngejalanin hidup yg sia-sia.

mereka gak pernah berterima kasih sama tuhan. gue anggep ini anugrah. karna gak banyak dari orang kayak gue bisa bertahan. semua orang yg kenal baik sama gue selalu bilang kalo gue gak ada harapan lagi. tapi hidup gue bukan ada ditangan mereka. mereka semua gue anggep gak ada.

saat gue ngerasain sakit yg luar biasa, selalu ada sosok yg nguatin gue. selalu ngasih support. selalu ada buat gue. gue nulis post ini buat ngasih tau dunia, kalo sebenernya, kekuatan cinta itu ada. bukan dari siapa orang tersebut. tapi dari cara dia mandang gue sebagai perempuan biasa. perempuan yg apa adanya.

gue emang selalu nyakitin perasaan dia. gue selalu ngelakuin kesalahan yg sebenernya gue sadar kalo gue gak pantes ngelakuinnya. gue beruntung banget punya sosok penyemangat di dalam hidup gue yang cuma sebentar ini. sosok itu selalu ada dan nyata dalam hidup gue.

dia, sosok laki-laki yg sempurna dimata gue. sosok laki-laki yg bisa dan siap nerima gue apa adanya. dia selalu bikin gue ngerti apa arti hidup. dia selalu bikin gue yakin kalo gue bisa ngelewatin semua ini. dia selalu ngasih semangat sama rasa kasih sayangnya buat gue. dia gak pernah 'absen' dalam hal apapun yg gue jalanin di hidup gue. gak banyak sosok seperti dia. dia emang seorang dgn wibawa tinggi, keras, sentimental, tapi dibalik itu semua dia nyimpen kelembutan sama seperti malaikat.

dia selalu mau dan terus sabar ngadepin gue yg keras kepala, brengsek, hina, dan gak guna dimata dia. gue gak tau gimana cara dia terus mau kayak gini ke gue. dia selalu mau maafin gue walaupun kesalahan gue fatal. fatal bgt. gue berterima kasih banget sama tuhan. udah nyiptain sosok kayak dia.

dear, my beloved byyy.

thanks for being there whenever i need you

thanks for being a good partner

a good boyfriend

a good brother for me

kamu selalu nyadarin aku kalo apa yg aku lakuin itu salah

kamu selalu mau maafin semua hal udah aku lakuin

walaupun itu bikin kamu marah

tapi kamu selalu mau maafin aku

i believe

you can find other girl in this world

which is better than me

but note it!

i love you with all of my heart

i love you with all of my life

i just don't know how to tell you

i love you so much

please dont ever leave me alone

i just can't life without  you

                                                               love, your silly girl

kosong

aku terpaku menatap ruang sepi
tanpa celah dan cahaya
yang ada hanya harapan sesaat tentang masa lalu
aku mengenangmu yang ternyata membuatku luluh
dirimu yang dahulu membuatku merasa sempurna
dirimu yang dahulu membuatku merasa istimewa
sekarang hanya sisa angan ringan yang melayang diseisi ruang
tatapan masa lalu membuatku buta
membuatku kehilangan arah sehingga aku terdiam terpaku
aku yang selalu bisa mengendalikan diri
sekarang tidak dapat berkutik bahkan aku beku
masih teringat jelas indah senyummu dimataku
begitu indah bagai sebuah harapan masa depan
begitu hangat bagai api yang menyala di tengah musim dingin
namun semua itu telah pergi
pergi jauh meninggalkanku bersama semua harapan
pergi jauh untuk mencari sosok lain
yang tentu seperti yang engkau harapkan
ketahuilah kasih, kau begitu berarti untukku
karna kau yang telah membuatku merasa hidup kembali

nothing

........................................

kembali

jangan pernah meminta aku kembali hadir lagi untukmu suatu saat nanti

semua rasa yang sedari dulu hadir

tiba-tiba lenyap tertiup angin yang berhembus melalui jendela yang terbuka

saat rasa itu lenyap

bayangan dirimu seolah datang menghampiriku

dan berkata 'aku merindukanmu'

semua kata dusta yang engkau ucapkan melalui angin hampa itu....

membuatku terbangun dan tersadar

bahwa kau ingin kembali merusak hariku dengan semua perilaku nistamu

dengan semua ucapan busukmu

dengan semua harapan palsumu

ingatlah suatu hari nanti

aku yang akan tertawa diatas penderitaanmu

The 'Woman' Who Cant Be Moved :')

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this boys can you tell him where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not… broke I’m just a broken hearted woman,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’ve been in love with you…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

People talk about the girl
Whos waiting on a boy…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

Maybe I’ll get famous as woman who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the woman who can’t be moved
I’m the woman who can’t be moved…

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.